Friday, June 03, 2005

This girl that moved just up the road from me,
She had the nicest legs I had ever seen.
Back then she wrote me letters, just to say she loved me,
But now her face is just a memory

i shall blog on a past event that happened in sec 1. those who are to afraid to venture on pls stop reading now...


it was dark dark night.(wah chee night got bright bright one meh?) my bro dated me telling me it was gonna be a suprise. he asked me to ride a bike and together we ventured into the depths of our neighbourhood. we met up with another 2 friends and that was when they revealed that they were gonna cycle to the airport. well airport right. aint that SCARY right. well damn wrong i was.

i had this damn lousy bike with brakes that almoz couldnt work. juz gave a TINY little bit of friction. was scary riding on flat road alone least down hills. well so we went riding along the park connectors. came to this expressway which i think is TPE. well to continue we had to cross the expressway. well my bro went first followed by the 2 friends with no probs at all. then it was me. well i was still short that time so i had to run abit before i could hop onto the bike. well i did that on the expressway but there was this motorcycle speeding like lightning. i wished there was a traffic police there to catch him. well he ALMOST knocked me down. i thought i heard a horn. does motorcycles have horns? lol well i was terrified. i was so stunned when i got to the other side. i was breathing fast and had those kinda roller coaster feeling. starting to sound fun right?

worse still we cycled on till this area which was pitch dark. then there was a flash of lightning. i though i saw a tombstone. all that i could think was like OH MY we going thru a grave yard? ahhhhh. well it was onli my imagination cause i took a longer look and juz realised that it was onli a fire hydrant. well shocked relived. heng ah. we continued pass laguna country club and the other country clubs in the tanah merah area. the path was so leafy. as in covered by leaves until nothing could be seen. sometimes leaves could move by emselves. moz probably with rats moving under them. but first time u look its like omg HAUNTED LEAVES.

aiya was totally like rollercoaster ride. but its on the ground. when i was cylcing i was like omg rat here rat there. damn scared i squish one of em. then damn yucky le.
so we continued. till we came to ECP. we were stuck in between the many routes. dono which one to choose. i already wanted to go home. but none of them wanted to. i had to follow. eventually my bro navigated us to the correct route along tanah merah ferry terminal. so we went on and on past the ferry terminal. mind u it was still damn dark. had to use torches to see where we were going. okay we were now along the perimeter of the airport run way. we could see planes taking off and landing every now and then. so we slowed down while admiring the airplanes. this is the scary part. damn scary. suddenly we heard baby cries. it was like 3 cries then it stopped. i froze. we froze. we stared at each other. we continued pretending nothing had happened. we did not want to confirm out fears. well i did ask one of my friends whether he heard anything. he said he did and he said there were no cars nearby when we hear it. so its like pitch black roads with baby cries. can u stand it. well i couldnt. we peddaled our life to the main road where there were losta trees and buildings and cars. there we gave sighs of relieve. well the fun part starts here. wad left was juz riding down a hill like for 800m then it was a 5 mins cycle back to sweet sweet home. so one by one we zoomed down the hill. feeling the wind in our hair agaisnt our face against our whole body. the feeling was great. for a moment i forgot about wad had happened earlier. it was just the buildings and cars going past me. it took all my stress away.

well i did enjoy the journey. fun and scary parts. its juz wad pple have been looking for all their lifes. juz to add a bit of colour in our lives. sharks my switch juz produced sparks and a smoky smell. think i better stop blogging now. bye guys. rem study grps!

allbroken; 9:40 PM

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

I feel...
Fourty kinds of sadness when you're gone
And I feel
The same thing always happens when you're gone
And I know
You're just around the corner
But just around the corner
Is not enough, it's not enough

i do feel forty kind of sadness when school is gone. i miss waking up early. i juz wish i could like wake up at 6. study till 9. have a one hour break and study till 1. well i sure hope that happens for this hols. for the past few days i ahve been like sleeping to 10-11 am. playing more then studying. sleeping at 12 plus. ahh this is so unhealthy. though i know, i juz cant change. frustration is beginning to set in. i keep feeling guilty. its like theres so many things i haven done.

lol. could be some signs of depression. hey guys reading my blog. pleease dont feel stressed by me. my defination of study is juz making short notes and remembering the ROUGH outline of each chapter. aint that kind of READ UNTIL THE BOOK ROT those kinda style. so juz take a moment and juz breathe easyy. =D life aint that terrible.

lol wad did i do today. i say i highlighted the wonder book for geog that mrs chin recommended to us. i highlighted 2 main areas for the section 3. i'am preety sure i will be concentrating on juz tourism and environment fot section 3 for geog. for section 2 must study both agriculture and industry(dont worry its 100 percent accurate cause i juz asked mrs chin). map reading ummm, might juz need a MINI miracle. lol.

well i wont touch maths for like 3 more days. gonna start next week. next week is gonna be like my LOVING MATHS session. both e maths and a maths will have a blind date with me. and i will fall in love and make em fall in love with me. to excel in a subject u gotta love it right? lol. oh yar and heres when the study grp is supposed to start. *hint hint* those intrested pls tag on my tagboard. me and edi shall set a place yar?

my gosh. i haven really excersized in a million seconds. lol went to jog around yesterday and the at the start i felt like juz continuing running and running. but like 10 mins later, i felt like the sky was falling on my head.my feet were wiggly like jelly. so i paused for a while and walked 500m back home. lol thats wad happens when u dont excersize reguarly.

saw this really cute advertisment about visiting the zoo.
its theme is "come see how alike we are to u" (u as in us humans)
its about this short giraffe getting bullied by the other taller giraffes. then he fianlly cannot tahan and decides to call for his mother.
its like chao funny lah the dialogue. go lookout for it.

allbroken; 8:12 PM

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Feelin' Blue
What I'm trying to forget that feeling that
I miss you

Feelin' Green
When the jealousy swells
And it won't go away
In dreams

Feelin' Yellow
And confused inside
A little hazy but mellow
When I feel your eyes
On me

Feelin' fine
Sublime
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind
Oh Oh

theres so many colours in ones life. i'am feeling a little yellow right now caused my collegue juz give me scare. i think kylie minogue is feeling blue because she had contracted breast cancer and luckily she discovered it in time and removed it. shes in the journey of recovery and i wish her all the best.

for those pple who are extremly outdated. the american idol is carrie. the country girl turned pop icon. congrats to her! the apprentice is kelly(hes a guy)

i'am feeling high and dry cause i tot i had given a customer 500 bucks unknowingly. my collegue sorta DISCOVERED it. well she was wrong and after some half an hour or tension. the solution came out in a damn dumb way. when the answer was found everyone was like WA LAO EH ANS SO SIMPLE WE THINK SO FAR FOR WAD. hahaha. sharks my pay isnt in yet. around 200 sweet and crisp green notes. i think i have earned like 1000 bucks le. i feel so proud. i think i might spent some on myself some time soon.

after reading xinni's blog. i sure am grateful i have a job to take my mind of stuff. like a day of mugging and when u juz dont wanna spend time relaxing in front of the computer. working is a great way to release stress. peeps u all ever tot of wad kinda pets u wanna have when u grow up? i think i decided le. i wanna have a fat persian. mainly due to my boss cause he has one beautiful persian. its so good natured. anyone can pick it up and hug it. its hair is so fluffy and smooth kinda like tons of my hair( no bhb hor...) one thing that is not that attractive about the cat is that its POO stink. absoulety stinks. the stench floods the whole room. i think a way to make criminals admit to their crimes is to put em in a room full of fresh wet and brown cat poo. i bet he will confess in no time. difficult problems need creative ways to be sloved *wink wink*.

i also wanna have a dog. a fat chow chow like ee pin. a husky also know as a wolf dog and a snounser. its time like these where u can find comfort in ur pets. my dog which i dono wad breed it is is so cute. it can sense when my mum is feeling sad and it places its paw on my mothers foot like its trying to say dont feel bad. cheer up.

latest update on the sunflower. its starting to open and the seeds are visible. i guess i'll try to breeed sunflowers and hopefully give some of em to my class mates by the end of year. oh yar i THINK that the chinese programme that i was supoosed to APPEAR on if they nvr cut me out is on tml i heard. well i aint gonna go watch it specially.

lastly i wanna wish shang yunn a safe journey to germany. do have lotsa fun with german girls. i mean german scenery. hahaha. i wanna wish my sis all the best for her chinese o lvls tml. an a2 would be enough. hey no one has contacted me about study grps. aint that gonna happen?? 4b 4b 4b hear my call!

allbroken; 10:37 PM

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl

lol crazy for this girl. working has changed from a chore to a way to relieve my boredom. for example today. i looked back to my sec 3 life and i am suprised that i have already been working for 6 months now. a totally clueless little boy has became a sophiscated not that little boy. when i first stepped into my workplace. i felt so out of place. its like a 5 year old boy attending a 18 year old party. its juz aint right. of cuz i couldnt have made it this far without a friendly mother like figure collegue called sally. she taught most me most of the stuff that i know. mainly how to open and close the shop and handling money. i nvr felt more belonged to pet safari of east pt mall. it has became frm a serious to a lively and cheerful shop with colourful characters and freaking funny ones. take for example. theres this guy called simon who has this crushes on young girls. hes like 30 and hes trying to woo a 18 year old female collegue. hes one funny funny guy. he was abit outta his mind today cause he said i stole his girlfriend. his "girlfriend" was the 18 year old who kept rejecting to go out with him. lol he was like."aiya cham liao. i gonna become monk liao. young girls i cannot woo le. muz go and woo aunties le. see lah kelvin. take good care of her for me." wth lor. hahaha. the girl was so stunned to know that i was only 15. she was utterly stunned.

everyone knows that toilet has all this signs and posters calling for pple to take care of the toilets. well i came across a damn lame one that goes "dont be mean. keep the toilets clean." oh my. that guy has a serious rhyming problem.

i had flag day before i went to work. i think ben and bao sheng were extremly clever. predicting that the event would start late as they strolled in like 45 mins after when we were supposed to report. well we EVENTUALLY got our flag bags and stickers and we decided to head off to bedok to try our luck. honestly flag day aint my kinda thing. its more for preety girls and shuai ges. well by statistics, girls usually are VERY VERY VERY much more effective in this field. who knows why?? aint it obvious.
well i have concluded that indians are totally not kind at all refusing to donate at all. this isnt some racist thing that ee pin usually does. well maybe its our conversation prob. frm todays event i have gathered enuff information to tell my fellow mates going for flag days wad kinda pple to target.

1. go for families and usually the mothers.
2. malays are a good chioce.
3. when the pple walk nearer towards u, if they look into ur eyes. u have a 70 percent of getting a donation. if not. u might be extremly preety or shuai or maybe u have a wardrobe malfunction. oops!
4. dont go for guys with funky hairstyles. they usually ARENT that kind.
5. pri sch kids arent a good target. makes u feel bad when they take out their tiny wallets and dropping a one dollar coin into ur bag.
6. always maintain a cheery smile and say thanks no matter wad.(bao sheng said thanks to a person who actually said this to him " fark dont do flag day here")
7. pple who are willing to donate usually has a kind face and they have reserves in their hands onli awaiting u to ask the important question.
8. try to remain composed when u get rejected like 10 times in between donations.
9. lastly, i think the weather seems to affect pple caring attitude. i think pple in the morning where the weather is cooler donates more then those in the afternoon.

congrats to wei deng who finnally have the sastisfaction of having a heavy bag full of coins after 4 years of rejection by pple. he usually had to resort to donating himself. everything will turn out good in the end i guess?

allbroken; 11:01 PM

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Friday, May 27, 2005

excatly one day before the official june hols.

well sucky day. i got fooled around by miss fang and mdm sim. well its like that. i went to the staff room with keong juz wanting to help mdm sim carry report books up to class. then i saw miss fang walking in. i HAD to say hi cause i dont like it when miss fang uses her VICE GRIP on me. it stinks. it doesnt really hurt but its like damn irritating. i think she lost her strength over the years. oops. i didnt try to say she was old did i? hahahaha. well so i said hi. she saw me say hi back and used her vice grip on me. well i forgot that i had a briefing regarding the flag day tml. so i missed it. i said sorry but miss fang continued her vice grip. keong was giving me that OH MY look cause i dont think he saw a teacher doing this to a student before.

after quite some time(PHEW!!) she let go. made me carry her class report books to her class. at this moment mdm sim appeared and she started scolding me. say wad if i wan to help her cannot help other teachers. its not like i want to ma. its my punishment. hahaha. well explaining had no effect so i juz diam diam and get repriminded. she went on from inside the staff room to outside the staff room. then mrs loo walked past. mdm sim started to tell her wad i had done. she said this in chinese " aiyo zhen huang why u so bad. do this to ur teacher. hiaz." and she walked away. by this time keong was luffing liao. i got fooled around by 3 teachers at the same time. lol.

actually i know they were onli kidding around. but its like damn odd. cause teachers dont play this kinda pranks on students often. i feel both lucky and unlucky. hahaha.
well so me and keong had to sort out the result slips for 37 pple in our class. this is some information i had gathered. wang nan's conduct had always been fair for sec 1 and sec 2. improving to good then to very good this year. another thing intresting is that he grew like 18 cm in dunman high. scary right? hes so tall.

well the top scorers from no.1 to 5 in 4b goes like this. their average is all 80 and above. 1 yew chin 2 su hui 3 edison 4 jessica 5 keong! lol congrats to em. they will be worshipped by the mortals of 4b. for me i got 23 in class. lol i aint sad. cause i know that 4b is one strong class and its onli because of my a maths that pulled down my average.

eng a2
chi b3(69???)
chem a2(74!!!)
bio a1
comb humanes b4
physics a2
e maths a1
a maths c6(HAHAHA)

lol sian. to all those that have beaten me this time. this is the last and onli time u are gonna beat me. hahaha. actually o lvl is a battle for everyone. we all should be on the same side. so lets work hard together and show o lvl whos the boss.

okay this is a tip for guys.

how do u tell a girl that shes very sweet?

tell her she gives u a toothache.

allbroken; 8:47 PM

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

............. BOOHOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!

its a fun filled exciting day. lol before i start with interclass i shall blog about some intresting stuff in school. before recess sue wei and xinni who are 2 main strikers for the girls football team were not in class. of course the girls were shocked. i wasnt for some reason because i know they would come cause it was interclass day. well they did come. sue wei was in good shape but xinni wasnt. she looked TERRIBLE then usual. red eyes funny expression and blur look = SICK NI. think she was really sick cause she had no energy for lessons.

gay fu was damn gay. he woke up like 5 plus juz to check the weather forecast. how gay is that guy? juz for interclass he did that. its nice to see that hes so enthu about it but hes behavior is ODD. its juz plain weird. which sane guy wud forsake his sleep time juz for the weather forecast? hahahaha. the guys were cursing and swearing at the weather whenever some one says theres a big patch of clouds moving towards the sch. ahahahhahahahha tension is great. guys were against 4g and girls were against 4h. well at leat WE tot that that was all.

lessons passed one by one with the time ticking by. evryone couldnt pay attention. interclass was all they had in their minds. i bet no one could intepret miss goh's isomers and the logic gates of mr lim. english lesson was on oral preparation. there was this guy called peter who was damn funny. he couldnt talk properly and wad he said below was juz too much for me.

examiner: peter tell me more about your favourite spot at the beach.
peter: oh.. eeer. i like swimming.

WAHAHHAHA cannot tahan. u all catch the joke? spot became SPORT.
oh yea and there was this guy called adrain who was CHAO full of himself.

examiner: singapore has lesser landspace due to the building of more buildings. is
this good or bad?
adrain talked alot on crap until he said this : it is a small world after all. with lesser land space. the world would be smaller.

examiner asked another question: tell me more about this picture.
adrain: talked another whole load of crap until this: (ARROGANT VIOCE)by my contextual knowledge and cross referencing i think the children are wearing traditonal chinese costumes.

wah this guy is so ACT seh. can use social studies skills for english. i gave him standing avation man. i wanna see wad this guy looks like in person. lol

the moment u have been waiting for.

interclass. 4g was our opponent. we rawked. i sucked i think. i was so sweaty my specs kept falling off. i stole balls but lost em. i gave turnovers instead of passes. alamak. but with 4b as back up. we won. a good 10 pts. 4g put up a terrific fight. chang sheng was damn disgusting and suprisingly accurate. credits to him. it was a rough game. with sharp exchanges. refree was scolded KAYU and made bad calls at times. well. who cares we won.

girls match agaisnt 4h was even better. i was damn happi and excited. within 5 mins we scored. somehow eileen pounced upon a lose ball and rolled it pass the keeper. woohoo!! second one and third one came when oh shi yi did some clever turns and with wonderful finishing by the other strikers. unlucky sue chee hit the post several times. well half time it was 3-0. second half the whole lineup changed. stikers became defenders. defenders became keepers. everything was mixed up. lol the goal that came made me laughed damn hard. sue wei was screaming after the ball and the opponent keeper was stunned i think. she couldnt catch the ball and mummy michelle rolled the ball in. TOTALLY rolled it in. it was like a sign of impending doom. HAHAHA.

well it isnt over as we tot it was. the semis were also taking place on the same day. like 1 hr after our match. it was agaisnt 4k. well daniel did the most damage with the 3 pt shot. we were trialing by 2 marks. but when daniel shot that in. 4b were deflated. i was afraid of that. well i didnt mark him properly because jun kiat juz came in front of me and did the screeen. totally unexpected. well rough exchanges between the centres. slapping of ee pins face. pushing here and there. well i became abit of a fight. but all was friendly. if we fouled we said sorry. of they fouled they said sorry. no hard feelings. final score 23-17. good game guys. guessed we juz ran out of luck. b ball is more of a LUCK game i think. lol depends on the players luck. if hes lucky he shoots it in. if hes not. the sky came crashing down. lol. but we had fun.

go second team! tml juz have fun and 4b is having dinner together tml after interclass. i sure hope everyone can make it.

girls girls girls girls. i am disappointed. shocked. devastated. 4b lost to 4d unexpectedly. jacelyn i think thats her name was damn pro i heard. she scored the 2 goals. i dunno who scored the one goal for 4b but from wad i heard. it kinda ROLLED in unexpectedly. lol like the above. its all about luck. well 4b spirit forever. dispite both defeats. 4b stayed together and i guess thats wad mattered. when u fall i help u up. when i fall u help me up. when i nvr do hw u do for me. umm i guess the second example is not that right. 4b seh seh seh seh seh. fret not. miracles do happen when u believe.

lol a funny joke wang xin told me today juz to keep spirits up

wad do u call a deer without eyes?

no eye deer(no idea)!!!

wahahhahahahahahahha.

Sometimes You Can't Make It on Your Own

by U2



Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I...that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need...I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me...

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

allbroken; 7:36 PM

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

happy vesak day! i love this day. nah i am not a buddist but since it falls on a sunday. it means monday no school which means staying up late which means more fun! well i was suppossed to go to the temple today and pray cause i haven been doing that for every vesak day together with my family. treat it as a blessing i think. but lol its like 8:52 now and my mum is glued to the tv. i dunno what to do now.

lol today was chao fun. guys were supposed to meet at fengshan to play b ball. but today vesak day. community centre closed. wad the heck. its supposed to be public. how can they close. damn funny u know. ee pin and yuan hong climbed in cause the wall was terribly low. then they wanted to start shooting but they noticed something odd about the hoop. lol it was padlocked. there was a chain forming an X in the hoop preventing even the proest player from shooting the ball in. wahahhahaha. ee pin was going. wah how they know i gonna break in and play. so smart. last time me and keong climb in and play like siao no one care. well. so we had to leave. we were walking towards the other b ball court when a police car passes us. three of us. me yuan hong and ee pin were like "ummm are they going into the cc?" wah then the car really turned into the cc. its like damn heng right. if yuan hong and ee pin were still inside they might be caught. ee pin tried to act seh by saying "scared police for wad? i also police ma!" wah. cannot tahan him. well we luffed ourselves away to the b ball court with no lines. the lines werent drawn yet so we had no idea where we were shooting. ee pin stood on the court for 2 mins and then he stop and kept complaining it was hot. yuan hong dunno wad had got into him kept chopping and chopping and chopping. so we juz played and played until keong and dick came along. keong and i were so hot that we took of our shirt.(yes i know girls.. why we all nvr tell u we gonna take of our shirts?. so me and keong felt like oily men cause we were so sweaty and slimy. after fooling around and outlasting 3 grps of pple under the scorching sun. we guys went to the play ground to play the flying saucer that kept spinning due to ur momentum and moving centre of gravity. lol damn gay. three bigs hogging the flying saucer and they even go and play a prank on me. i was sitting in the centre then they got off and spun and spun and spun. lol the feeling rocks. its like going on a roller coaster. cause its so far and u juz feel the wind and dizziness in ur head. after that. yuan hong hopped onto a gigantic nail like structure and started bouncing. damn funny. so all the guys. got like 5 guys liao. hopped onto the nails and bounced their lifes away. it was fun and it looked damn comical when yuan hong took a video about it.

after tiring and hot b ball. we decided to chill at princess. the ticket was like 7 bucks on weekends. the air con was cold but the seats sucked. totally sucks. but damn funny the pre show entertainment song. it was this traditonal old chinese pop song in english. chao lame and funny. hahahahaha. laughed and laughed. could hear our echoes all around. we watched star wars episode 3. everyone should go see it. damn nice the fighting parts. and also the story. well its a great movie and everyone should go see it. i give it 5 out of 5 stars *****

allbroken; 8:49 PM

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